MY ILL-READ OPHELIA POEM

I LOSE

my dumb head
(like the color yellow)
just ruins me

sure
there are days
when the sky opens
to the sun
and I burst
with courage
like a volcano on
it’s birthday
or
the well-timed flip
of a pancake
(in the air
for just a moment)
but
before I have time
to sing
I’m
down
and
frying
again

~

SHOWER FOG

shower fog
on the window
gives the
bathroom
that
“inside of an
ice cube”
feel

~

LEAGUE OF GREAT MEN

there’s a league of
great men
somewhere

they play tennis
in white shoes
and throw elections
in black ones

they have meetings
in Mexico
under
hidden pyramids
and drink
Scotch
on the rocks
while changing
the coarse of
history

there’s a league of
great men
somewhere

and they don’t
sit in
their friend’s
apartment
in snot covered
boxer shorts
writing poems
to dead people

~

JEALOUS POEM

she likes the ones
that flow
like rainfall
in the gutter

the kind you
can capture
in a photograph
and that’s all
you need

their
faces
and
hair
are
art

she doesn’t look
at me
that long

~

I NEED WRITING

this thing
(this peace)
I have it now

it’s huge
warm and
wears
like a
sweater

without it
I’m really a cold
mess

I write
to no one

they wouldn’t
understand

it’s all
going on
in the
machine

when it’s not

I’m alone
and surrounded
by the lonely

~